Hello Lovelies,
(Before I started my post I just
wanted to wish everybody a Happy New Year and good luck for 2016!)
Well.. I don’t really know how to
start this post. I was going to talk about the achievements and incredible opportunities
I’ve had in 2015 and then I remembered I did a blogpost about it during Blogmas.
So I you want to read that then you can do so here! Anyway todays blog post is
something I wrote when I was tired and probably should have slept because it was
3am but I wanted to write while everything was on my mind and felt fresh if you
know what I mean!? Anyway… enjoy!
Sometimes you want to put your head
in a pillow and scream and cry. Sometimes you type out a whole text but don't
send it because you hate having arguments. Sometimes you wish you could speak
the truth without everything around you coming crashing down.
I'm sat here after a New Year's Eve
party still in my coat and dress thinking to myself about what 2016
holds for me (basically I’m panicking because I’m going to be so screwed). I
will do my GCSEs. I will go to sixth form. Plus… I turn 16 in a few days.
Everything kind of came crashing down
around me and I realised the truth. This year basically dictates the rest of my
life. Everyone says ‘New Year New Me’. It's that cringed thing you put on your
Facebook page or something. But I've decided that will happen. I know that if I
write down my New Year’s resolutions in one place where anyone can view it then
I can't go back.
So here goes...
1. I'm not giving people second
chances, if you blow it, you've blown it.
2. I will try my hardest in my exams
and push myself to hopefully exceed the target grades my school and I have set.
3. I’m not letting people dictate my
life. It's my life not yours.
4. I need to stop trying to change
who I am to fit in. Everybody is different in their own special way.
I know to you these might seem silly
but I really want to do this. To me they are things I need to remember and tell
myself every day.
If you have any resolutions leave
them in the comments I’d love to read them! Happy new year once again!
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| p.s This is my step any closer and I'll kill you face :) |
-Abigail x
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